Autumn is near....

School begins. I need a computer. I procrastinate from writing, by redesigning my blog. I read friends' blogs. I post on their blogs.

I think of the past. I am in the past. I think of the future. I am in the future.

I want to be present.

thanks for this emily

selling goods on craigs list

I started last week. A desk, a dresser, a lamp, and a record player. It's fun. There's a strange sense of money-making in my spirit. I want to sell more things now and wonder what I can do without.

Thursday morning back in Oz listening to India Arie

I spend my days with my loved ones. We eat at my favorite places like La Cantarita in old town Placentia and Esther's Taco House! We shuffle about the old shopping places (such comforting moments following my motherline around the store!). We work out at the gym (thanks to my brother!). We bicycle around town. We dance at the Continental Room in old town Fullerton. We meditate together. We romp about Glendale together. And, we listen to inspiring music, like:

And, yet, this Thursday morning finds me back in ole Oxnard to practice hula, walk along the beach, and enjoy the good company of amigas here. B

Saturday morning in l.a. with jose gonsalez

i like how this is a kylie mynogue cover. i like this song. i like being back in l.a. at mel and josh's. I like being back on my blog and having time for that. Facebook has been fun and easy in the mean time as I can upload fotografias directly, but it doesn't compare to my little nook called "cristy rose hips." Glad to be back "home."

End of the beginning: the farm life

beginning thoughts on death and rebirth this year on the farm

With a week left at the Oxnard farm, I'm needing to write down some thoughts and feelings and such. I've already begun the letting go process; I began perhaps a month ago after taking my one week off from the farm to visit a dear friend in San Francisco.

Coming back from Sf, it was very clear to me that I had one solid month left with my sisterfriends, family at the Abundant Table Farm Project, and larger community in Ventura County. So, I began to record the bits I would miss from this year as an intern/farmer/farm worker. On facebook, I'd post a picture along with "I will miss...." like:

I will miss playing guitar in the morning in the big room with Oliver







I will miss driving down Hueneme Road









I will miss living so close to the ocean









I will miss my farm harvesting outfits







A new non-profit, of course, has it's challenges. And, there are some things I certainly will not miss. Working and living at the same place is a recipe for chaos, and I've had to be really clear about my boundaries and what is rest and what is not even when the work is a gift and a joy!

Working at the market

Retreats at the farm


Early morning in the fields!

ATFP parties at the house

Dinners in the big kitchen










Having friends visit the farm has been another great honor as well.












Living in community itself is challenging and yet rewarding. It's a marriage/relationship really as far as I see it.


















And, overall, there's my relationship with the Earth:

new discovery: kate wolf

My brilliant career